I wish I could get some sleep like Aremid is getting right now. Thinking too much about my kidney predicament. I hate how I only have the luxury of at-home sleeplessness every-other-night. I can’t imagine a whole 2010 passing by in which I remain on dialysis. Yet it’s just as difficult to imagine that I’ll have a new kidney. And there about ten other variables I’d like to see change between now and the end of 2010. I’ve got my work cut out for myself.